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Journal Entry: Sat Jul 28, 2012, 7:22 AM
Hey guys! xD

Guess what! I've started watching BBC Sherlock and I love. it. so. much!!!! :excited: (Yeah, I'm late to the party as always ^^; )

So....be prepared! :iconraepfaceplz:

Well, I've wanted to start watching the series for so long now but never had the time =_=;;

Oh and the original SH was my very first big fandom when I was a kid. I've read the books about 5 times back then :'D

Thinking about changing my username -edit-

Journal Entry: Sun May 20, 2012, 7:54 AM
EDIT: After thinking a lot about this I've decided not to do it. Yes, I'm gonna keep my stupid ol' username! xD
I've come to the conclusion that the username is not that important after all for me personally; (a lot of people told me that they don't even think about my username when they look at my art or recognize me by my icon.) So a change wouldn't be worth the confusion and trouble, I guess.
Besides, I said I would keep the Tenshi-part to minimize confusion but I realized I wouldn't be happy with that. So if I ever change it, I'll change it completely!
Thank you very much for helping me make a decision! ^^
And sorry for bothering you with this '''OTL



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First of all, I'm sorry to make one of those username-change journals, you're probably really tired of them by now.

You know, I've disliked my current username "Tenshi-no-Hikari" for quite some time now...

When I joined here 7 years ago, I made this account randomly to have a place where to dump my childishly drawn crayon scribbles, lol.
I was also quite young (and new to the internet) and thought that throwing some random Japanese words together would make a very cool and original username. >___>;;

Now, deviantart has given us the option to change our names without having to make a new account and I think it's a great thing but it also has disadvantages.

I tried to list the pros and cons here:

Contra:
:bulletblue: THE CONFUSION. People who are used to my current username probably won't recognize me anymore. (Some people on my watchlist changed their username to something completely new and I often caught myself thinking "who was that again?")
:bulletblue: My stuff got posted a lot all over the internet and in those cases when I was credited it was my old username; this won't change.

Pro:
:bulletred: I would make it shorter and easier to remember.
:bulletred: Despite my wish to have a completely new username, I would still keep the "Tenshi"-part to minimize confusion.

So, I'm really not sure if I should do it. =___=;;

Now I want to know your opinion: What do you think about it? Should I change it or should I keep my old one?
(Please also vote in my poll about this: [link])

I'm back! :D

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 14, 2012, 5:52 AM
Two weeks ago, I had my last final exam and I'm done now, yay! And I'm also really satisfied with my results, I did much better than I expected, so all of the hard studying actually paid off! XD

Since last week I've started working 8/5 in a hospital pharmacy, so far I like it but I'm also veeeery tired when I come home in the evenings. But I'm free at the weekends and have some time to draw now! :'D So, I'm gonna post new stuff soon!


Also a big thank you to everybody who left me comments and/or faves on my stuff in the meantime, it's very appreciated! I read all of them and they cheered me up during exam-time! <3

Hiatus

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 27, 2012, 7:45 AM
Hey guys, I'm gonna be on hiatus for a while because my Final Exams of Doom are coming up (February/March) and I need to concentrate on studying. In fact I'm on a 'studying marathon' since Christmas already. But they're really important, so I can't afford to have free time right now. ;__;

Still gonna log in on DA to check notes and comments, just won't post anything until exams are over.

But I'm gonna be back in April with new comics! <3

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 25, 2011, 2:12 AM
Hey guys, I wish you a Merry Christmas, I hope you have many presents and a good time! And to all who don't celebrate it, have a Happy Day! ^^ And best wishes for the coming new year 2012!
:iconhapholplz:

And thank you all very much for your support, all the comments and faves, you guys are wonderful! <3
:iconhappyhappyplz:

KHR manga...

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 16, 2011, 3:11 PM
I'm reading KHR manga right now and I just can't get over how B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. the art is... ;____;
Akira Amano is currently my number one favourite mangaka! :love: Can't stop fangirling over the way she draws the characters, especially in the later chapters *_____* So sdf;sdkfjs;dkfa;sd~~~ :iconretardiloveitplz:


...that needed to be said, lol. :XD: ^^;



[P.S. For those who don't know, KHR means Katekyo Hitman Reborn! ^^]


Have a nice day~ :heart:

HP House test thingy xD

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 15, 2011, 7:54 AM
Don't mind me, I'm just procrastinating from studying .___.

Gryffindor:
• [ ] You are loud.
• [ ] You like going to school to see your friends.
• [ ] You've had more than a couple detentions.
• [x] You always have something to do on the weekends.
• [ ] You like to be the center of attention.
• [x] You get above average grades in school.
• [ ] You've been called bossy before.
• [ ] You're a bit of a daredevil / you like an adrenaline rush.
• [ ] You are athletic.
• [ ] You are one of the best players on your team.
• [x] You would do anything for your loved ones.
• [x] You like the color red.
• [x] Your favorite class is Transfiguration or DADA.
• [x] You would never break a promise.
TOTAL: 6

Hufflepuff:
• [ ] You have many acquaintances, but only a handful of good friends.
• [ ] You get average grades in school.
• [x] You've been called boring before.
• [x] You don't like to brag about your achievements.
• [x] You value honesty.
• [x] You don't mind working hard to get what you want.
• [ ] You like the color yellow.
• [ ] You have a job.
• [ ] You are athletic.
• [ ] You are a team player.
• [ ] You are in the middle of the social totem pole.
• [x] You are easily amused.
• [ ] You like helping others.
• [ ] Your favorite class is Herbology or Divination.
• [ ] You like the music played on the radio best.
TOTAL: 5

Ravenclaw:
• [x] You get good grades in school.
• [x] You like to read.
• [x] Dumb people annoy you.
• [x] You are creative.
• [x] You've been called a know-it-all before.
• [ ] You hate cheating.
• [x] People often want you to help them with homework or projects.
• [x] You are more into the creative arts: theatre, dancing, drawing, etc.
• [x] You are extremely logical in your way of thinking.
• [x] You are considered shy or quiet by people you don't know.
• [x] You like the color blue.
• [ ] Your favorite class is A History of Magic, Charms, or Care of Magical Creatures.
• [x] You tend to over analyze things.
• [x] You can focus and pay attention well.
TOTAL: 12

Slytherin:
• [x] You are very competitive.
• [x] You like the finer things in life.
• [ ] You think welfare is a waste.
• [ ] You've made fun of someone in the past week.
• [ ] You've been called a snob before.
• [ ] You think the end justifies the means.
• [ ] You're not afraid to say something to someone else's face.
• [ ] You tend to think people are a bit jealous of you.
• [ ] You've made someone cry by just saying something to them.
• [x] You tend to root for the villains in movies, books, etc.
• [ ] You are very good with words.
• [ ] Above all, you want to be successful in life.
• [x] You like the color green.
• [x] You love to win.
• [x] Your favorite class is Potions or DADA.
TOTAL: 6

So, according to this I'm Ravenclaw xD

My birthday (11/01) + Thank you! <3

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 1, 2011, 11:03 AM
Thank you everybody for all the birthday wishes!!!
Luv you all~!
:heart: :hug: :glomp: :huggle: :love:

I'm not celebrating but I had a delicious cake! :cake: And was doodling random stuffz all day long. ^^


PS: New comic will be up soon.

Tagged: 10 things about me

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 14, 2011, 2:40 AM
I've been tagged by :iconkishizaki-kun:

Rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you read this".


10 things about me:
1. If I like a song I can have it on repeat 24/7 and don't get tired of it.
2. I don't like eating meat.
3. No one of the people I know in 'real life' are interested in anime/manga ;___;
4. I love watching documentary films about anything, especially about animals.
5. I get tired very fast.
6. I'm thinking too much about various things to an unhealthy point.
7. I don't like going out of the house more than necessary.
8. I wish I could change my username (but don't want to move to a new account because of that)
9. I can't stand hot weather, it makes me feel dizzy.
10. Sometimes I get so caught up in doing something that I forget to eat and drink for a whole day.

I'm not tagging anyone. (But go ahead and do this if you want to ;p )

Your favourite KHR pairings?

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 10, 2011, 4:49 AM
To the 'Katekyo Hitman Reborn' fans out there: please tell me your favourite pairings! ^^

My absolute most fav pairing is GokuderaxTsuna (5927), they're just too cute! *u* But I also like maaaany other...anything with Hibari and/or Mukuro, anyoneX27, ..... (for my other fav pairings see the stamps in my shoutbox)


[Btw, I'm on episode 147 of finished the anime now and I LOVE it! (The art style is so beautiful, too) Gonna read the manga next. And to those who wanna start watching it now, the awesomeness starts after ep.20!!!]



PS: Yes, there will be KHR comics! :'D (And also more Kuroshitsuji, HP, DRRR etc. -  just a little later).

Favourite bands/songs.

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 22, 2011, 3:18 PM
I'm searching for new songs to listen to!

So, let's share our favourite music here (bands, songs, musician names...). Please name only one or two which you like best - it will be simpler for me to look it up. (and if possible, maybe some links?)
And it can be any genre of music (but preferbaly with a singing voice).

As for me, I love Muse - every single one of their songs! :heart:



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edit: Thank you so much for all the suggestions! (Didn't expect sooo many...now it'll take me a while to look through them) <3





Tagged by :iconmimimeowchan:

Rules
1 Post these rules
2 Each tagged person must post ten facts about themselves on their journal
3 Choose five friends and put their icon on the same page
4 Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them
5 NO TAGBACKS!



1. I love cats…I'm crazy about cats. Whenever I see a stray one on the streets I have a similar reaction like Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji...and people are staring at me. XD
Ever since I remember myself I wanted to have a cat but my parents wouldn't let me because mom is allergic to them. So, when I have a job and move out of my little student apartment (where cats are not allowed), I'm gonna share my flat with many cats. :'D

2. Drawing is actually really hard for me though I love drawing very much.
Whenever I draw something it goes like this:
“Hey, drawing! You wanna have a fight? And you'll get that fight!”
*two hours later*
“I think this stick figure look decent enough now. On to the next one!”

3. I'm very shy and awkward when I'm around people, to a ridiculous extent. I know it's stupid but I can't do anything about it. ;___; Exceptions are only relatives or people who I know very well.

4. I cry very easily.....it's embarrassing!

5. I never drink any alcohol. Because I get sick (from even a little amount) before there are ANY other effects .___.

6. I study pharmacy and after I graduate my job is going to be developing new drugs! ...not that kind of drugs, lol XD

7. I love music and I play used to play the piano really well and wanted to do it professionally. But then I decided that the risk of becoming a jobless musician was too high. u_u;; So, ever since I went to university I quit practising and it went kinda downhill because I lacked motivation. *is ashamed* I need to start practising again...

8. I hate it when people are taking photos of me. >_<

9. I always switch on the TV (preferably some music channel) when I'm studying. Even if it's some crap that I would never watch on purpose. Helps me calm my nerves and not lose patience while learning useless stuff for a stupid exam

10. Ooops, I actually should be studying for my exam now (which is this Friday) instead of writing this. damn procrastination *goes off to study*


I tag...whoever wants to do this! ^^
"Episode twelve in 5 minutes."



WARNING: No real SPOILERS because I'm sure you have already read all that in some fanfiction.



It starts with three demons and a Ciel in a boat. While Sebby and Claude are rowing the boat Hannah is singing a lullaby to an unconscious Alois!Ciel. Save the wtf's for later, you'll still need them... xD
Hannah: Ciel won't regain control over his body until my contract with Alois is fulfilled!
Claude: And what is that contract about?
Hannah: Big secret. But I'm not good at keeping secrets, so I'll tell you: Alois' wish involves both of you making out fighting each other until one of you dies.
Sebby: And wtf is your motivation behind all this?
Hannah: Ummmm...the lulz?

They arrive at the Isle of Dead.
Claude: Oh my, Sebastian. Do you always destroy some innocent trees when you're feeling emo? Greenpeace must already be after your @ss.

*meanwhile inside Ciel's mind/body*

Ciel: What's up with that demon duel?
Alois: Baka. It's for the fanservice, of course! You know, stuff like fighting and groping each other simultaneously!
Ciel: Pffft.
Alois: And by the way, I'm gonna die soon, so I'll be honest. I'm totally jealous of you for being pedo bear'd by two demons at once while I'm not getting even one. It's so unfair!!! :<
Ciel: Hey! It's not my fault I was born THAT awesome! But you don't get it at all... Though I wanna see Sebastian's face when he finds out the terms of the contract. Fufufufu...

Back to the Isle of Dead. Sebby pulls that creepy sword out of Hannah's mouth.
Claude: That was my move, you bastard!
Claude uses Spiderman No Jutsu! [A hint at his true form...? xD]
Sebastian uses Devious Smirk. And it's super effective! He's able to snatch the sword away.
Sebby: Let's go wild~!!!

A supposed-to-be epic final Demon Duel of Doom ensues followed by Sebastian stabbing Claude in the chest.
Claude: It's for Ciel's soul, it is totally worth dying!
Sebastian: I'm afraid you've been trolled by Alois Trancy though.
Claude: Alois' soul was probably not so bad-tasting after all. I guess, should have been a good boy and just eaten my own food. [/end epiphany]
Sebastian: You're sure very talkative for a dying person.
Claude: *dies*

Alois: *disappears into shiny dust*
Hannah: Awwww! Now Master Alois has died all happy because he was finally acknowledged by his crush butler. *to Sebby* And now, just kill me and live happily ever after! <3 Oh, and btw, you're no longer able to eat his soul. *jumps off the cliffs with Ciel in her arms*
Sebby: OMGWTF!!! D: *jumps after them*

*flashback*
Hannah: Master, what do you wish for? Claude's love? You can force his body into submission ... [Ohoho~!]
Alois!Ciel: Nice! But since I don't have my own body anymore, this would be kinda weird... :S Much better plan: Since I couldn't ever have Claude's love, they shall never have Ciel's soul!
Hannah: Quite a way to have revenge. Alrighty~! Though I thought you the type to go with my first suggestion.

*end flashback*

Hannah: Claude, Alois, Luca and me...aren’t we such a happy family? Now everyone and their mommas are so happy! [I can hear some cheesy song playing in my head! xD]

Meanwhile, Sebby is still 'flying' after Ciel. Ciel opens his eyes and they are demon-red.
Sebby: Oh sh*t! Someone call an exorcist quickly! *punches Ciel REALLY hard* [Sebastian, you §@%”& bastard!!! D:]
Ciel: Nice try but you kinda fail. Badly. ):

Next scene is your usual morning at the Phatomhive mansion with Ciel waking up and Sebby dressing him and...oooh, Ciel has black nails! And he's drinking...imaginary tea. D:
It seems that Ciel is an immortal vampire demon and Sebby is his b*tch now, like those triplets to Hannah. Sebastian looks not pleased at all. [lol]

Then, an annoying little squeeing Ciel fangirl Lady Elizabeth arrives.
Lizzy: Why those black clothes? They don't fit my cute little Ciel-chan at all!
Ciel: Shall I change them, like that day? And will you dance with me, pretty lady? [Since when has Ciel turned into a blandisher? :/ ]

Meanwhile Sebastian visits Lau and Ranmao in their opium den to tell them that Ciel has regained his memory and spares their lives if they never get in his sight ever again. Later we see Sebby visiting all the other significant Kuro characters and handing out some gift packages to them. Those contain a lollipop(?) and a message of Ciel's death. What a combination! xD [So, Ciel wants to make them think he died…]

Later, Ciel is leaving London with Sebastian. Sebastian looks totally PMS all the time.
Ciel: The moment Hannah's and Alois' contract was fulfilled, you tried to kill me. Not so nice of you!
Sebastian: Tsk. I'd like to see you act in my stead! Going through all this sh*t and working so hard ...for nothing!!! ):
Ciel: Lolz, too bad for you! : D
[Ciel looks really weird with those demon eyes.]
Sebastian: -____-  Now I will be never able to eat your soul and have to serve as your butler for all eternity.
Ciel: That's right! Great, isn't it?

Final scene: Sebastian is carrying Ciel in his arms in the middle of a rose field. [This scene would be so cheesy sweet if Sebby hadn't tried to kill him earlier... xD Ok, it's still cheesy enough. *lol*]
Sebastian: Where are we going?
Ciel: To a place where demons and humans are all equal... And it feels like I'm realeased from a curse! ^^
Sebastian: And like I've been given an eternal curse...
Ciel: Are you talking about me by any chance?
Sebastian: Oh no, not at all! >_>;;
Ciel: From now on you're only allowed to speak one sentence, you know which one! *evil smirk*
Sebastian: Yes, my Lord! Damn, being a demon doesn’t bring out his best side.


/end final episode of season 2. [I'll miss teh lulz! ;_;]


On a side note: I've heard rumours that there will be a season 3. Anyone knows if it's true (and when it starts)?

:bulletred: You can watch the anime here: [link]




"Episode eleven in 5 minutes."


WARNING: Plot weirdness, may cause brain damage (...the usual thing). And spoilers.


Alois!Ciel is standing at the top of a weird clock tower that came out of nowhere and is threatening to fall down.
Alois!Ciel: Look at me! I'm gonna fall down~!
Sebastian: How can we make it stop? Seeing bocchan act so 'un-bocchan-like' makes me go FML!  ):
Hannah: It's easy. You just have to go through that maze and collect some stamps.
Sebastian: >_>;; Are we in a f***ing game show???
Alois!Ciel: I'm gonna faaaall~!
Claude: Then jump. Who cares about you anyway?
Alois!Ciel: ;A; </3
Hannah: Oh, and btw, Ciel's body is completely taken over by Alois now. *surprise, surprise!*
Claude: But the only one I ever wanted is my lovely Ciel Phantomhive! I will get him any way! *drools*
Sebastian: That's disgusting, you pedo.
Claude: As if you're the one to talk...

*in the maze*
It appears, they have to answer some questions which are set up by Alois. He also decides what's the right answer while wrong answers lead to trap doors magically opening and the 'player' being caught by giant tendrils. The latter happens to Sebby.
Claude: Now I have MOAR stamps than you! Haha, you lose! *runs off*
Sebastian: I'm too sexy lazy to free myself from these tendrils. Let's see if I can get others do it for me...
*A random Grell appears*
Grell: Awwww Sebby, you look so cute tied up like that~ Lemme take a picture! <3
Sebby: *serious glare is serious*
Grell: Is this supposed to look scary or sexy? More like the latter, huh? <333
Sebby: Idiot!!! Cut these damn tendrils or die! >_<
Grell: ...oh..uh..okay! *frees Sebby with his Scythe*

*meanwhile at the clock tower*
Alois!Ciel is scratching his skin until he bleeds.
Alois!Ciel: Die, Ciel, die!!!
Hannah: Ummm, I think it's not really wise to hurt the body which is your current container, is it?
Alois!Ciel: Why do you care? You also want Ciel more than me? *kicks Hannah* That's so unfair! Why is 'every' demon and their mommas lusting after him and not me? >_<

*back to Sebby and Grell*
Sebastian: Hmmm, this door is probably the wrong one but one cannot be careful enough... *grabs Grell by the shoulders passionately* Grell-san, do you want to fly for me? <3
Grell: *having pervy thoughts and blushing*
Sebastian: *lifts Grell and throws him through the door which makes it explode* Oh...just like I thought. ^^

Claude's next task is...to repeat “Yes your highness” three times.
Claude: *does so in a very monotone/bored voice*
Alois!Ciel: D'awww! He still loves me this much!!! *cries*
Hannah: *facepalm*

Meanwhile the 'real' Ciel is having an identity crisis, realises that his memories are false, gets his true memories back and suddenly becomes aware that his revenge is already complete. According to his consciousness, the questions in the maze are also changing.
Ciel: Sebastian, why didn't you eat my soul back then? *Pleasesaybecauseyouloveme*
Sebastian: Oh, I'd love to eat it back then but someone thought he must troll with my food. >_>
Ciel: </3 You idiot!

*Alois takes over again*
Alois!Ciel: Time to ask Claude the last question. Claude, why did you kill me?
Claude: I used you just to obtain Ciel Phantomhive, so killing you was part of the plan. ^^
Alois!Ciel: *heart breaks* Bawwww! You could have lied at least!

Poor Alois just wanted to be loved. :(

Next question: Why did Luca make a contract with Sebastian?
Claude: T'wasn't Sebastian but Hannah.
Alois!Ciel: O_O
Hannah: Yes, that's right! Let me tell you my story...
The next scene shows Hannah in her BDSM uniform true demon form. She was just another lazy and bored demon until she met Alois' little brother Luca. And this suddenly 'totally changed' her and against her demon nature, she began to have feelings for her food. But it didn't prevent her from eating Luca in the end though. And crying after that because she's still a girl, even though she's a demon. >_>;; And now she loves Alois because he resembles Luca... [wtf?lol]

Hannah: Master, make a contract with me, let me eat your soul and you'll be reunited with Luca!
Alois!Ciel: Sounds logical to me. Deal!

Suddenly the real Ciel takes over for a moment again.
Ciel: Sebastian, why are you standing around and being useless? [That's really a moment of true clarity he has there...]
Sebastian: Awww, that's my bocchan! ^^
Ciel: My revenge is complete, so go ahead and eat my soul before one of these insane pedos gets to rape me!

Claude: I think Hannah's been trolling us all the time!
Sebastian: We should make a nice teamwork and defeat her together! She's the new Evil Enemy after all!

*at the same time, inside the tower*
Alois!Ciel: Hannah, say you love me!
Hannah: I love you, Master! *licks his tears off*
Alois!Ciel: Hug me!
Hannah: Yes, Master!
[Sebastian should have seen that!]

At the end, Sebastian and Claude arrive to find Alois!Ciel with both his rings off and a new seal in his eye... D: Before losing his consciousness, Alois confesses his feelings to Claude once more, saying that Claude always was 'his highness' and that he just wanted to be loved by him. )':

/end episode.


edit: You can watch the anime here: [link]





”Episode ten in 5 minutes.”


WARNING: Major gayness ahead! Oh, and spoilers, too.


Ciel wakes up to find Claude smiling creepily beside his bed. [This is scary, considering Claude’s …eh…’preferences’].Then Claude proceeds to dress him but before that he lets his night shirt fall off his shoulder.
Ciel: There must be a law against the way you are looking at me. >_>;;
Claude: *wakes up from daydream* Huh?
Ciel: By the way, where’s Alois?
Claude: He died because of your blade. Does it bother you?
Ciel: Nope. He deserves it for being weak.
Claude: *starts fangirling* Awww, such determination and strong will! <333

Meanwhile Sebby is lurking near the mansion and crushes a tree out of frustration.

Ciel: What was that sound?
Claude: Nothing. A cat, probably.
Ciel: Don’t sh*t me!
Claude: Oh, did I say cat? I meant a cat-o-phile, yes.
Ciel: o_O;
Claude: *kisses Ciel’s ankle*
Ciel: *kicks him in the face* EEEEEK! Get off you disgusting pedo!
Claude: *gets high from being kicked by Ciel’s oh-so-gorgeous foot* Blissss~

Claude’s goes out to look where the noise comes from and finds the forest being “re-arranged” by Sebastian. Sebby is all srs bsns. Claude pulls a Disney Princess Act, letting cute little birdies land on his hand and picking pink flowers.
Claude: This flowers will suit my cute bocchan so well! ^^ Lol, he’s mine now and you can only stand there do nothing about it!
Sebastian: *cuts wrists*
Grell: *hides behind a statue, takes pictures of Sebby and fangirls*

Next scene is Grell and Sebastian having a tea party. Even Grell is surprised. Sebastian is being all nice and…sparkly.
Grell: This is all lovely. So, what’s the catch?
Sebastian: Tell me all you know about what Claude did to Ciel.

*meanwhile in the Trancy mansion bathroom*

Ciel: Claude, is it really necessary that I lie with my head in your lap while you’re brushing my teeth?
Claude: *blushes* Ahhh…such pretty white teeth you have there bocchan…What?
Ciel: *chokes* *coughs* Watch out, you useless idiot! You are shoving it down my throat! Sebastian used to be more careful!
Claude: Speaking of Sebastian. Have you already decided which way you want his a** handed to you?
Ciel: Don’t get on my nerves! It’s my revenge, not yours!
Claude: Just marry me make a contract with me and I will be your personal revenge executor.
Ciel: Don’t get your hopes up. I don’t need a pedo like you to help me with my revenge.
Claude: I will wait for you until you’re ready! <3

The next thing Claude does is opening a window and shouting (making sure, Sebby hears it).
Claude: CIEL IS SOOOO AWESOME in bed.
Sebby: TT~TT /emo corner

Sebby: Grell, let’s go! >_<
Grell: I actually have an appointment at the salon, so-
Sebby: *poses for Grell and sparkles* 8 more poses if you come with me! *winkwink*
Grell: Deal!
[Sebby, you man-whore. >_> ]

Ciel is going for a walk in the garden when he suddenly starts having flashbacks of Sebastian and…blushes. [Now, all together: three, two, one: awwww!] Unable to handle the awkward emotions he decides to transfer them into anger, beats up some innocent bushes and accidentally hits a not-so-innocent Hannah. Ciel helps her up…

Meanwhile Sebby and Grell are in the village that burned down and getting some infos from an old woman who happens to be the last witness. Suddenly the triplets appear and shoot her.
Sebby is fighting the triplets while Grell is taking photos of him.
Sebastian: Grell, be useful and slice them up with your Death Scythe!
Grell: Aww no. You didn’t say ‘pretty please’!  
Sebastian: *begins to strip* It’s soooo hot here… *gives Grell a suggestive look*
Grell is impressed like the fangirl he is and immediately does as he is told.

We get to see the triplets’ cinematic record but nothing exciting, just the burning village …and wait there was someone wearing hooker boots! [I wonder if all demons wear them…] …and at last, Sebby sees Ciel holding Hanna’s hand. D: Sebastian’s glowing shadow that was present ever since the beginning of the episode grows even bigger. Let’s say it’s his metaphorical emo corner. XD
Sebastian: No one touches my food with their dirty hands… [His food talk is getting on my nerves! >_< ]

Back in the mansion, Ciel crushes a mirror because he saw Alois’ reflection in it. Claude comes to ask what’s wrong and uses his chance to grope Ciel some more.
Claude: Hannah, clean up!
Ciel: No, Claude, you clean up! I’m going with Hannah. : P
Claude: O_O
Hannah: *smirks*

In Ciel’s room, Hannah is up to no good. She opens her mouth reaaaally wide and Ciel sees Alois’ eye in her throat. [Now, that’s gross.] After that Ciel has a mental breakdown because he thinks he saw himself suffering (or something like that, it’s weird...)

Later, Sebastian shows up at the Trancy mansion to shove his contract rose into Claude’s face. Oh well, not his face but stomach. XD So, their contract is over now.

Then they have a talk about food and demon stuff and come to the conclusion that all they are doing, all that food fight drama and everything is just for the lulz. Because demons are very, very bored creatures. *lol*

After that, an epic tableware fight ensues which is suddenly interrupted by a batsh*t-crazy Ciel. Alois!Ciel, to be precise, who is climbing up a clock tower and chanting something like “Sebastian~ I’m so gonna fall down, lol~!”

/end episode.


SPOILERS!!!

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Episode nine in 3 minutes.

*at the Trancy manor*
Claude: It's time for a game! Alois' soul is in this ring. What am I going to do with it? The one with the right answer gets a cookie.

And the right answer is... Claude loves ballet dancing...on the table! XD

*meanwhile at the Phantomhive manor*
Ciel: Sebastian, I can't sleep and I'm kinda depressed, please talk to me! I want to hear a fairytale!
Sebastian: Once there was a monster that poked people's eyeballs out. Oops, it's actually the latest news.
Ciel: OMGWTF!!!  *shivers*
Sebastian:  Sleep well, bocchan! Good night. *smiles*

*next day*
Ciel: Sebastian, are you hiding something from me about Alois Trancy?
Sebastian: Noooo, bocchan, I'm not hiding anything...about Alois Trancy.  ^v^

Random Soul Reaper Attack! And Sebastian just loves putting a bocchan in a box. XD
Wait...Grell has a fanboy, maybe? His name is Ronald Knox. And he’s got a Death...Lawnmower!
William: *sigh* Stoopid Grell. More work for me because of him! >_<
Ronald: I want to be useful, too! Woohoooo! Go lawnmower!
William: Watch out! Are you trying to kill me?
Ronald: Ooopsie, hehe.
Poor William has to do overtime because all of his subordinates are no good.

*meanwhile in the box*
Ciel realises he's got a memory gap and has random flashbacks from season 1.
Then he decides that he's fed up with sitting in the box and also wants some action. Suddenly he spies a Trancy!
Ciel: Haha, caught y-........Oh sh*t!  
Scotland Yard officers appear...and arrest Ciel.
Officer (to Hanna): Are you sure this is Alois Trancy and he's the culprit?
Ciel: WTF!!! I'm Ciel Phantomhive, b*tches!
Hanna: Don't listen to him, he's just mentally ill and confused in the head, the poor thing, abused by his own father... *sob*
Ciel: WAAAT???
Officers: Aaah, okies! Everything clear then. ^^ *lead Ciel away*

*shortly before that, at Claude's place*
Claude loves crocheting! xD And birds love sitting on his shoulders! How lovely.
Disney movies ftw! XD
Claude: Oh Ciel...your soft skin... *licks lips suggestively* ...sensual soul and shota body will soon be mine! And I will slowly suck- [Ok, we don't want to know that part.]

*later, in some creepy castle*
While Ciel is being tortured and brainwashed by Claude, Sebastian is busy groping Hanna's boobs fighting with Hanna.

Claude: Now listen, your little brother died when your village burnt down, you were raep'd by an old pedo guy, lost your parents, they were all killed...oh well, to make it short, basically it's ALL Sebastian's fault.
Sebastian bursts in.
Sebastian: Bocchan! <3 Sorry...I'm kinda late but now I'm here to save you!
Ciel: Don't touch me! You killed my parents!!!
Sebastian (to Claude): I see, so you've mixed Ciel's and Alois' memories. I bet his soul tastes like crap now.  D:
Ciel: Sebastian, f*ck off, that's an order!  D:<
Sebastian: </3
Claude: *sings* I got a Ciel~! I got a Ciel~! lololol

Sebastian: How dare he!!! It's MY dinner!!! Grrrrr! *scary mode* No one touches my dinner...



If you haven't watched ep. 8 yet


---> Beware of the SPOILERS!!!!!!


Well, it was another weird episode with LOTS of blood, insanity, Claude-being-a-bastard and an old pedophile Trancy who owned a harem of young boys. D:

And "OMG poor Alois!" has just gotten another level of meaning.

Claude is smiling at the beginning of the episode. *WTFtheworldiscomingtoanend*
Very bad sign. No wonder Alois is scared shitless.

We get to see some of Alois' past here. His real name is Jim and he's obviously not related to the Trancys (but was a psycho since his childhood...seen that "yay they're dead"-insane laughter?)

And we get to know the basis for his contract with Claude.
So, Alois wants to "obtain" Ciel because his desire is to take revenge on Sebastian who was ordered to wipe out the village (where Alois lived) and also killed his little brother/friend Luca. (Surprise, surprise!)
Who else thinks it's a lie??? Or some trick on Claude's side to get Ciel's oh-so-tasty soul? (Like how Sebastian lied to Ciel about Alois being responsible for his family's death.)

The end was kinda confusing. Claude takes Alois' soul (?) right after Alois' emotional confession about Claude being his "one and only" but doesn't eat it because it tastes-so-ewww. He wants to use it to troll Sebastian and/or Ciel, of course. (--->Ciel's insane face in the preview...wtf!!! lol.)
And Alois' soul isn't even worth being eaten by a demon. (How cruel is that?)
I guess, nearly everybody must hate Claude's guts by now. What an extraordinary flat character.

I was surprised that Alois' appearance-time in this season ended up to be so short. I expected more, some kind of main antagonist perhaps? But in the end they reduced him to some insignificant tool (...after giving depth to the character). >_>

[On a side note, the background music + ending song in this ep....awwwwws! <333]

Let's see what the next episode will reveal.
...wtf was Hanna doing at the end? Poking out his eye?
...is Alois really dead or will he come back?
...will Claude ever develope a personality?
...do demons store souls in...rings?
...can the plot get even weirder?
Just finished watching the series... I'm speechless. And in such an emotional turmoil.
So glad that I found such an amazing anime and soooo sad because of the ending, still crying about it. ;____;

This gotta be by far one of the best series I've ever watched!

Not going to write any spoilers here because there might be people who haven't seen it yet.

But most of you probably have already seen it, I'm always the last one to find out awesome stuff… =_=; If not, you should go watch it!

It was not my intention to get into a new anime right now because I was planning on finishing some comics this month.
But it was about 2 days ago that I was randomly browsing DA for fanarts and I've found this drawing: [link] by ~paperlait
I was so overwhelmed by it that I was like must.go.watch.this.anime.NOW! :la:

So, I've watched the 26 episodes of it in two days. After episode 3 I just couldn't stop watching anymore, I was totally hooked. (Those who've seen it will know why…)
Now I'll start reading the manga!

And seriously, I didn't get THAT emo over a fictional character since Snape's death… and that's quite something.
Fairy!Aizen

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Aizen:

I feel pretty~!
Oh so pretty~!
I feel pretty and witty and gaaaaay~!


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Sorry. :XD:
ART / DRAWING

Q: Do you have a tutorial?
A: I have one on colouring, it's here: [link]

Q: What programs do you use for drawing?
A: I mostly use PaintTool SAI but also Photoshop CS3.

Q: What tablet do you use?
A: I have a Wacom Intuos4.

Q: How/Where did you learn how to draw?
A: Never actually "learned". It's just that I fell in love with anime art at some point and started trying to draw in that style myself. Wasn't really into drawing before that. Joining deviantart was also very helpful to me, from that point on I started observing a lot of other people's art and analysing it, then practising myself.

Q: What brushes do you use?
A: Ink pen, soft brush, water colour tool. That's it.

Q: How long does it take you to complete a drawing?
A: It depends. Usually 2-3 days for a drawing or a comic while I'm spending 6-8 hours per day.

Q: How do you make clean outlines/lineart?
A: I work with very high resolution and re-size the picture at the very end. I also think SAI is the best program for clean outlines. [I never managed to make them clean in Photoshop without using the vector tool.] And a lot of patience;when a line comes out shaky, I just re-draw it until it's right even if that takes 10 tries. xD

Q: Do you use different layers for colouring or do you colour on one layer?
A: I use an extra layer for every single tiny thing. So I end up having many layers.

Q: How long have you been drawing?
A: Since 2004.

Q: How do you get your comic ideas?
A: I dunno;they jump at me. xD If I'm really into a fandom, I think A LOT about it and get those weird ideas lol; Sometimes a manga chapter or an episode gives me inspiration for a parody.

Q: Do you sketch out the entire form before adding the details?
A: That's how you're supposed to do it, I guess. But I do it the wrong way and draw the figures from head to feet without making a rough sketch with those circles and rectangles for body proportion like it's usually written in art books. And for example I sometimes add the details before I'm satisfied with the proportions and have to re-do the whole thing. Don't do it that way! xD

Q: Can you draw *insert character name here* for me? / Do you take requets?
A: I usually don't. I hardly have enough time to draw at all most of the times;
So, sorry but no.

Q: Do you take commissions?
A: No, right now I don't. There are two reasons:
1). I'm not confident at all about my drawings and style, I feel it wouldn't be right to take money for my art at my current level.
2). I take faaaaar too long to draw anything. It would be even worse with commissions, I'd be even more critical and would take 3 times longer. And in the end the time won't be worth the money, I guess.

Plus I'm a busy student! ^^

I might open commissions some time in the future though (when I hopefully improve + have more time).



FANDOM / ANIME / MANGA

Q: What was your very first anime/manga?
A: My very first anime was DragonballZ. And I was a crazy little Goku fangirl. ^^

Q: What got you into anime/manga?
A: When I started watching DragonballZ on TV. We didn't have a computer back then and I had to watch just what the TV offered to me. Before that I didn't know such awesomeness like anime even existed.

Q: What are your favourite anime/manga?
A: There a list on my profile page :D

Q: How did you get into yaoi?
A: It was when we got a computer and internet, I was 15 at that time and very much into Yu-Gi-Oh. I was innocently browsing for pretty pictures of that series when I stumbled on a yaoi site for the pairing YamixYugi. And I was all like "Awwww! Of course they love each other! How could I not have seen it before! They are so cute together!"; You see, the typical fangirl reaction. Then I started collecting fanarts and reading fanfiction on that pairing. That's the story of how I became a yaoi fan beyond redemption. xD


PERSONAL / ABOUT ME

Q: What are your hobbies other than drawing and anime/manga?
A: I love music. Playing the piano, singing and just listening to music. I also adore to read books and watch movies or going to the cinema.

Q: Where are you from?
A: Originally from Russia. My mother and I moved to Germany when I was 10.

Q: What are you secretly afraid of?
A: Eheheh... that somebody (aka. my mother) will find my HUGE collection of explicit yaoi doujinshi on my computer. *cough*

Q: Do you play any PC games / Nintendo / Playstation / whatever?
A: To my greatest shame I am really clueless about those. Never played them and I don't have Playstation or whatever you need for it. I would really like to try it though.

Q: Do you have facebook / play facebook games?
A: Erm...no.

Q: Are you on any other sites besides deviantart?
A: I have a tumblr, also have (inactive) accounts on y!Gallery and animexx That's all. Any other are not me, lol.


Any more questions? Feel free to ask!

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~justtesting123:iconjusttesting123:
Yea about that art "Germany invaded Italy" first you use map that shows borders AFTER WW 2 not before or during WW 2.Second info is German first invade Poland no Italy in WW2 :)
Thu May 10, 2012, 4:04 AM
*Tenshi-no-Hikari:icontenshi-no-hikari:
I need to change my page design...
Fri Jan 6, 2012, 3:30 AM
~Holly951:iconholly951:
WOOHOO!!! ANOTHER L!! SQUEEEE!!!!
Tue Aug 25, 2009, 5:16 AM
~Alchimichi:iconalchimichi:
:wave: hi ^^
Sun Feb 22, 2009, 6:04 PM
~Ryya:iconryya:
I love your ART!
Tue Aug 12, 2008, 11:41 AM
!bdwfh:iconbdwfh:
Impressive work! :)
Sun Aug 3, 2008, 8:14 AM
~AndWeWereFlying:iconandwewereflying:
lovelovelovelovelovelove your work!!! >w<
Thu Jul 3, 2008, 10:15 AM
*smilyimp:iconsmilyimp:
:heart: :heart: :heart:
Wed Dec 5, 2007, 5:09 PM
*Tenshi-no-Hikari:icontenshi-no-hikari:
And you'll get another L, already working on that! ^^
Mon Jul 30, 2007, 5:28 AM
~HYDEness23:iconhydeness23:
i'd like another L---not the chibi ones, onegaishimasu! ^~
Sun Jul 29, 2007, 3:58 AM
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